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I always fall in love at first sight, mathematic, i've a talent for it (falling in love, not math)
I STARTED THINKING THAT WITH LOVE, MAN/WOMAN TURNS INTO an ANIMAL. feromon is a release hormone produced by endocrine glands,in the person who perceives it it has the effect of arousing aggressive or sexual extroverted behaviours. love at first sight means finding a "nose" who smells your feromon in the moment you release it. so love at first sight is a romantic fart of the heart.
i'm into that because I wanted to know if i've always been stupid, lucky, clairvoyant or animal
second wise stupidity: when u fall in love at first sight, you can never use again you knees properly,that means that the first love lasts forever (where love means hate, nothing, butterflies, peas, cheese, flowers, cheats, tears blablabla, boredon, birthdays), stays there forever but it dries in the time, so you fall in love the second time 4 another person, even if your knees are already in quite bad conditions, soonafter the second love dries too. after that you have the third love at first sight and your knees are pretty destroyed but since you are still youg they resist. than the third dries too. all the dried loves last forever, layered one on the top of each other, that's why it' seems to you that the story coms alays the same over and over in the same posy of dried flowers.
the very big deal in all this "breaking knees over and over again" is: resignation, you'll never walk as when you did not know love, the second very big deal is: deciding if u want to keep on reducing to a mush your legs or buy a common-man-shaped wheel chair named "comfortable love".
this crappy english is making you crazy, I know, I wish I was cleaner in writing it so that you felt it's a plausible answer.
personally, i'm still cooking my bones into a hot human soup and I suffer my daily pain of realizing that i'm still wishing to mingle my personal soup with those of one another. the third big deal is: even if you fall in love at firt sight and the other person does the same, you still cook yourself by yourself, on your own. you are alone, a fact. so what's the sense in that? the sense is spending time avoiding boredom and suicide. in a list of values, these 2 things come first and second. love is an attached of fun in the game.
what about your knees L?
I STARTED THINKING THAT WITH LOVE, MAN/WOMAN TURNS INTO an ANIMAL. feromon is a release hormone produced by endocrine glands,in the person who perceives it it has the effect of arousing aggressive or sexual extroverted behaviours. love at first sight means finding a "nose" who smells your feromon in the moment you release it. so love at first sight is a romantic fart of the heart.
i'm into that because I wanted to know if i've always been stupid, lucky, clairvoyant or animal
second wise stupidity: when u fall in love at first sight, you can never use again you knees properly,that means that the first love lasts forever (where love means hate, nothing, butterflies, peas, cheese, flowers, cheats, tears blablabla, boredon, birthdays), stays there forever but it dries in the time, so you fall in love the second time 4 another person, even if your knees are already in quite bad conditions, soonafter the second love dries too. after that you have the third love at first sight and your knees are pretty destroyed but since you are still youg they resist. than the third dries too. all the dried loves last forever, layered one on the top of each other, that's why it' seems to you that the story coms alays the same over and over in the same posy of dried flowers.
the very big deal in all this "breaking knees over and over again" is: resignation, you'll never walk as when you did not know love, the second very big deal is: deciding if u want to keep on reducing to a mush your legs or buy a common-man-shaped wheel chair named "comfortable love".
this crappy english is making you crazy, I know, I wish I was cleaner in writing it so that you felt it's a plausible answer.
personally, i'm still cooking my bones into a hot human soup and I suffer my daily pain of realizing that i'm still wishing to mingle my personal soup with those of one another. the third big deal is: even if you fall in love at firt sight and the other person does the same, you still cook yourself by yourself, on your own. you are alone, a fact. so what's the sense in that? the sense is spending time avoiding boredom and suicide. in a list of values, these 2 things come first and second. love is an attached of fun in the game.
what about your knees L?
posted by m at 7:10 AM
2 Comments:
Dear M, if you think yours is a crappy english wait till you read mine.
Besides the fact that feromone production does not actually tell falling in love from mere sexual attraction, saying that you fall in love because some endocrine phenomenas take place in your body is a little like saying that you fall in love because you fall in love. Would you say the reason you walk down the street is an acetilcoline release? The question is: under what conditions our body produces feromones (or acetilcoline)?
So, let's forget for a while feromones and go straight to the point. I believe we always fall in love with ourselves which is maybe what you mean by cooking yourself by yourself. That is also the reason why the story comes always the same over and over like you said. But we always fall in love with our hidden parts and that's why we need somebody else to cook ourselves by ourselves. We see in others what we cannot see in ourselves and that’s what makes the beloved person so exciting, mysterious, unreachable and fascinating. Being in love is a strong urge to identify ourselves with the beloved person, something which many people perceive as a posession desire, something we represent in a sort of pagan ritual by sex, and that's our only chance to let the hidden side of our soul show up. Don't you feel when you are in love a stronger attitude to undertake deep changes in your personality?
But the thing is: if the hidden part is hidden there must be a reason, and the reason is, generally speaking, that hiding it is our way to psychic balance. Love is an impulse to find a new and better balance, but we are not always ready to go for it and that's when love lets you on your knees. I believe when this happens too often it is because you are too blind to see your real self and that's good, because in that moment you are probably not able to stand it. But loveache by loveache your consiousness can strenghten enough to allow your eyes to see.
Confortable love is probably the best way to get fed up with your lousy balance and really be pushed to face your dark side. Remember: if you cook yourself by yourself, then nobody else but you is responsible for your knees.
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